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Thursday, January 13th, 2005
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| Tuesday, January 11th, 2005
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11:37 pm - love :)
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ok so i totally forgot that i had this journal. WEll kids i am in love. Eric is the best thing that has heppend to me in a while. Man hes so halarious. I went to see a movie with my dear friend emily. we went to see finding neverland and i actually cried. Yes, that's right kidos.. i cried in a movie. Those little boys are sooo cute i could just die! I am so happy that i am happy and that my life is kinda starting to make some sense after all.
"watch my fanny child... i've been doing my bun busters...I squeeze reallllll tight and i let it go and then i squeeze reallll tight and i let it go... then i squeeze reallll tight and (fart). scary movie 2... makes the becca laugheth...
shake shake shake that asssss shake that asss till the cows come home!
current mood:  awake
current music: ryan adams
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| Saturday, October 9th, 2004
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9:01 pm - life... argh
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hey there yall, its me again. Today was okay. I went to Bristol to meet emily's mom and her sister. They were really nice and cool just like emily. Right now i am at home just listening to some music and thinking a little to much. Times have been rough for me lately. I miss having someone to care for me like i used to. My life has totally changed within like 3 months. I try to be happy and most of the time i am. I know that one day God will give me a perfect guy, so i really shouldnt worry, but i cant get that through my thick head! Friends are kinda scarce for me at ETSU, but i am so thankful to have met emily. She is so awesome and i care alot about her. * COW BELL* I really just feel like going on a huge trip somewhere.... where i know noone at all. I know things will look up and i have to keep on smilin and proflin'. :)
current mood:  artistic
current music: death cab for cutie
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| Sunday, October 3rd, 2004
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9:07 pm - camping
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Yesterday i left to go camping with the campus house. We had a wonderful time talking and getting to really know eachother. Last night we stayed up till 1:00 in the morning tell eachother about our lives and our dreams. My feelings got hurt and i kind of just wanted them to pass over me. Everyone around the campfire had boyfriends or girlfriends that really cared for them and as most of you know i have really been through alot lately in that certain area of my life. My heart broke to here them talk about getting married and being happy. I am just a girl that noone really likes for who i am. Guys just want sex and stuff like that. I am really hoping that God will send me someone that i can talk to and even cry to if i need to, because lately it's been really hard crying to myself and soothing my self by saying "becca, it's going to be okay." I am very lucky to have friends though, so thats good enough for me:)
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| Wednesday, September 29th, 2004
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11:29 pm - Emo becca
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hey kiddos, it me becca. Okay, today totally sucked. I will NEVER find a good guy that likes me the same way that i like him. I do not know what the hell is wrong with me. I mean i know im strange, but sheesh! Live has been kinda down lately. I really do not know what i want outta life and i certainly do not know how to get what i want. Maybe i should like read one of those books that those motivators right. Where the hell is Dr. Phill when i need him?!? Classes are going pretty well, but they are so boring and they do not keep my attention( its hard to keep becca's attention) I tend to just sit in my room at night and listen to sad music and cry. Becca is becoming very EMO!!!!! :)
current mood:  frustrated
current music: Ryan adams
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| Saturday, September 18th, 2004
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11:48 pm - HOLY COWS
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ok kiddos, this is the 1st time i have ever wrote in one of these thingy do das. Am i now officially cool or what????? Today i hung out with emily and corey who are very cool cats. I came home from college to boredom and loneliness. Life is grand!
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