my so called very complicated and stupid life:)

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 17:28:13 GMT

"Tina, come get your food you fat lard!"

love :)

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 04:48:02 GMT

ok so i totally forgot that i had this journal. WEll kids i am in love. Eric is the best thing that has heppend to me in a while. Man hes so halarious. I went to see a movie with my dear friend emily. we went to see finding neverland and i actually cried. Yes, that's right kidos.. i cried in a movie. Those little boys are sooo cute i could just die! I am so happy that i am happy and that my life is kinda starting to make some sense after all.

"watch my fanny child... i've been doing my bun busters...I squeeze reallllll tight and i let it go and then i squeeze reallll tight and i let it go... then i squeeze reallll tight and (fart). scary movie 2... makes the becca laugheth...

shake shake shake that asssss shake that asss till the cows come home!

life... argh

Sun, 10 Oct 2004 01:06:17 GMT

hey there yall, its me again. Today was okay. I went to Bristol to meet emily's mom and her sister. They were really nice and cool just like emily. Right now i am at home just listening to some music and thinking a little to much. Times have been rough for me lately. I miss having someone to care for me like i used to. My life has totally changed within like 3 months. I try to be happy and most of the time i am. I know that one day God will give me a perfect guy, so i really shouldnt worry, but i cant get that through my thick head! Friends are kinda scarce for me at ETSU, but i am so thankful to have met emily. She is so awesome and i care alot about her. * COW BELL* I really just feel like going on a huge trip somewhere.... where i know noone at all. I know things will look up and i have to keep on smilin and proflin'. :)

camping

Mon, 04 Oct 2004 01:14:20 GMT

Yesterday i left to go camping with the campus house. We had a wonderful time talking and getting to really know eachother. Last night we stayed up till 1:00 in the morning tell eachother about our lives and our dreams. My feelings got hurt and i kind of just wanted them to pass over me. Everyone around the campfire had boyfriends or girlfriends that really cared for them and as most of you know i have really been through alot lately in that certain area of my life. My heart broke to here them talk about getting married and being happy. I am just a girl that noone really likes for who i am. Guys just want sex and stuff like that. I am really hoping that God will send me someone that i can talk to and even cry to if i need to, because lately it's been really hard crying to myself and soothing my self by saying "becca, it's going to be okay." I am very lucky to have friends though, so thats good enough for me:)

Emo becca

Thu, 30 Sep 2004 03:33:44 GMT

hey kiddos, it me becca. Okay, today totally sucked. I will NEVER find a good guy that likes me the same way that i like him. I do not know what the hell is wrong with me. I mean i know im strange, but sheesh! Live has been kinda down lately. I really do not know what i want outta life and i certainly do not know how to get what i want. Maybe i should like read one of those books that those motivators right. Where the hell is Dr. Phill when i need him?!? Classes are going pretty well, but they are so boring and they do not keep my attention( its hard to keep becca's attention) I tend to just sit in my room at night and listen to sad music and cry. Becca is becoming very EMO!!!!! :)

HOLY COWS

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 03:50:54 GMT

ok kiddos, this is the 1st time i have ever wrote in one of these thingy do das. Am i now officially cool or what????? Today i hung out with emily and corey who are very cool cats. I came home from college to boredom and loneliness. Life is grand!